Some Things Are So Bittersweet

I was listening to this song Paul Westerberg does, "Mr. Rabbit." (It was written by Burl Ives.) That song was the anthem of this past Spring for me. I was singing that song, listening to it, all of that. Now, when I listen to it, it makes me feel better about the future, but at the same time, there is this longing for the past. For the past week or so, things have really been in turmoil in my life. No, the past week is when all the turmoil that has built up over the past years exploded and it was terrible. But, I now know (er, hope [please Jesus]) that things will straighten up sooner than what I originally thought. I just hope they do. I have been worrying myself into a blur over this. Anyway, here is a link for that song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=409DBKlLsLo

I just miss my Caleb.

YESSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!! ALL IS NOT LOST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh, Dear Jesus. I thought I was going to never see someone I care about more than anyone or anything else anymore. Thank God. It might be a while, but at least there is hope that it will eventually happen, after all. Thank God.

Model

1965: Yes, 2011, there were once models who weren't six-and-a-half feet tall and Russian, and, no, they weren't amateurs.

Hmmm....

Hmmmm.....

A very tough decision. Might have to call Mum about this one.

Here is the other one...

And this is how long I wanted my hair.... Only if Caleb likes it, though.

To Caleb Again

This is also October 2010. Well, sorry it is sideways. And the reason I am not putting them all together is because it messes it up.

Another To Caleb

Here is one from October 2010, when I was staying with Mom.

To Caleb......

Here is one from eary 2010.